All this thinking...

Had a wonderful night with the girls. Tapas is a great invention. And Corona. Maybe the only really nice light bear.
A lot of crazy discussions. Lisa was hungover and kept her mouth shut and Kristin drewled at the handball players on tv.

Feeling more distant than ever but telling myself it's a good thing. If I need space I also need to give space. Would be nice with a sweet word or two though. To know you're still there. Wondering what's going on in that sweet head of yours, hoping you're not pushing me away as a reaction to all these changes. Miss you like crazy.
In a neutral mood, neither happy nor sad. More like... deep in thoughts. Concerned about us. Most likely thinking too much. Registering every little tiny detail out of insecurity, trying to figure out the situation. Without any success.

I love you.